Sit! Ah, martinette: For your whip–smart crack–of–the–heels: Well done. Here’s a pet. And, Black, you hussy: with your delinquent, rebellious, impertinent leer for a pet without praise: Very well.
Month: March 2011
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Animal Lover––––––– 
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I’m in a parking garage. I’m renting three cars at the same time and use one key for all three of them… because they are the same make. It’s important I have three going at the same time in order to accomplish something. I’m on a ramp facing traffic. There is a police officer checking the speed of the cars as they pass. I turn the key. My car battery is dead. The police officer starts to drive over to give me a jump. I start ignition again. The car starts. It’s important I keep going to avoid having to accept a jump. Without checking traffic (and right in front of the policeman) I go onto the street. My seat is schwounced up and my face is almost pressed against the window shield. I can barely move to steer. This is embarrassing just in front of the cop and even worse if I get into an accident. 
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Only when we are grown up do we understand our innocence is as beautiful as our savvy; we leave that part out. PG––––––– 
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Pa, I know the stubble of your beard. You kissed me goodnight after you missed dinner, working late. I take that stubble to my grave. I tell God about your stubble. Those nights you let me shine the light for you under the car I have absorbed all of that light. I am full of that light. When you hinted I might be another Einstein I am an Einstein so as to fulfill your pride of me. Your insight that I need no other guidance but my own I turn this straw into gold. Pa, perhaps this story is incomplete It is enough. Thank you, Dave Rumpelstiltskin––––––– 
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Hard to explain this blubbering ’mid forest woods near silvery stream tugged along by black and blonde dogs hunting twixt moonbeams Outburst in Emptiness––––––– 
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It's hard to carry a tune 
 Some, singing from their youth,
 seem naturally talented
 We are such picky receivers
 Yet, what a delight when some song
 pushes our buttons
 over and over again
 playing ourselves
 back to ourselves
 Winds up in a mystical collection
 Yet no way to share with another
 the depth of its echoes through us
 the hidden–spot tickle of its touch
 Agony unshared
 A dread to share
 As like it falls on deaf ears
 the horror of triggers missing in another
 the tip–top registers of our soul
 And this some polished piece of painstaking production
 How much more terrifying
 when we play ourselves
 I trip along as the band plays on
 I might look queer, but I'm certain
 no one holds a candle to my musicTorch Song––––––– 
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First, the finding of the cloth: something to cling to Then, the pulling, wondering: what will it lead to? Then, an acceptance of its never–end and the assured fashioning clothes from its threads Magician’s Trick––––––– 
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Forgive my bluntness 
 when I insist
 I’m eternal and wise as the universe
 In perceiving you
 I see you in me
 There is my heart, in you
 You, flapping around,
 doing your own thing
 When shall we tea in the kitchen?
 heart to heartPerceptiviteapot––––––– 
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Perhaps a mistake 
 to forgo the ache
 making of one’s self a human
 With spiteful tenacity
 takes herself as lover
 A joyful bed
 in loving herself, loves the world
 Gobbling down gleams of inspiration
 indulging strange urges and combinations
 to satiate the little one
 secretly nursing, growing embarrassing
 From a patchwork of snacking and digesting
 miraculously combining
 into a self–contained story
 its own life
 Flesh and blood for others to see
 critique, abjure recklessly
 Perhaps to glimpse fragility
 imbibe what magnificence might come
 if they too put out
 be awestruck and taken–inArtistry––––––– 
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I’m not sure and my curious desire allows me to be carried away anyway Faithful Seduction–––––––