Only when we are grown up do we understand our innocence is as beautiful as our savvy; we leave that part out.
Category: Poems
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Pa, I know the stubble of your beard. You kissed me goodnight after you missed dinner, working late. I take that stubble to my grave. I tell God about your stubble. Those nights you let me shine the light for you under the car I have absorbed all of that light. I am full of that light. When you hinted I might be another Einstein I am an Einstein so as to fulfill your pride of me. Your insight that I need no other guidance but my own I turn this straw into gold. Pa, perhaps this story is incomplete It is enough. Thank you, Dave
Rumpelstiltskin
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Hard to explain this blubbering ’mid forest woods near silvery stream tugged along by black and blonde dogs hunting twixt moonbeams
Outburst in Emptiness
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It's hard to carry a tune
Some, singing from their youth,
seem naturally talented
We are such picky receivers
Yet, what a delight when some song
pushes our buttons
over and over again
playing ourselves
back to ourselves
Winds up in a mystical collection
Yet no way to share with another
the depth of its echoes through us
the hidden–spot tickle of its touch
Agony unshared
A dread to share
As like it falls on deaf ears
the horror of triggers missing in another
the tip–top registers of our soul
And this some polished piece of painstaking production
How much more terrifying
when we play ourselves
I trip along as the band plays on
I might look queer, but I'm certain
no one holds a candle to my musicTorch Song
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First, the finding of the cloth: something to cling to Then, the pulling, wondering: what will it lead to? Then, an acceptance of its never–end and the assured fashioning clothes from its threads
Magician’s Trick
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Forgive my bluntness
when I insist
I’m eternal and wise as the universe
In perceiving you
I see you in me
There is my heart, in you
You, flapping around,
doing your own thing
When shall we tea in the kitchen?
heart to heartPerceptiviteapot
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Perhaps a mistake
to forgo the ache
making of one’s self a human
With spiteful tenacity
takes herself as lover
A joyful bed
in loving herself, loves the world
Gobbling down gleams of inspiration
indulging strange urges and combinations
to satiate the little one
secretly nursing, growing embarrassing
From a patchwork of snacking and digesting
miraculously combining
into a self–contained story
its own life
Flesh and blood for others to see
critique, abjure recklessly
Perhaps to glimpse fragility
imbibe what magnificence might come
if they too put out
be awestruck and taken–inArtistry
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I’m not sure and my curious desire allows me to be carried away anyway
Faithful Seduction
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Once sad refrain of acquiescence Then rebellious No and licentious Yes I cannot say which one’s correct and am glad to have had my say of it
Nounce
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It is a mystery how all this matters light circling light so intently a profound weight born of relativity changes a negative to a positive turns a lighthearted affair substantial A vast collection of these contingencies congregate by some strange attraction reaching across the void only to crush themselves in their collective action into carbon copies, hot air, and other complexities shedding continual light in its smashing only to collapse under its own manufacturing and give itself back to the universe to perchance evince a life of its own upon the foundation of its ruin From under what strange circumstances does the miracle of life spring A mere chip off the old spitfire collides with a celestial being who sets its orbit, gets its pulse beating and ritually guides it in its dreaming After phases and phases of icing–over and fuming near extinguishing from within its nebulous sea a chemical compound redounds in recreating its structure, preserving its memory with tiny changes here and there growing larger and more defined recomposing its recomposing At first, blindly following the light a sensitivity beckons focus a pair of eyes peer out from the depths Now on two legs, a monstrous stomping over the earth kings tyrannously rule and a growth of wings and a chirp, chirp of birds and tender little things Who begin to talk and repeat make tools to pass along and pass along ways to make tools and think about things And ages and ages of such talk and figuring such that remembering back to earlier days seem a dream And with each age some savage desire to love and sustain yields a development from the elements of a previous fire The world is heavy with inheritance buried in the vastness of time and space from half–conscious fumblings cosmic heirlooms accrue amid the ruins of ancient beings arises, painstakingly crafted, itty–bitty things from itty–bitty things
Aitiologia
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