Which Is Where We Are Now

  • The river vast
    yet the water scant
    and the rocks arrayed
    so I ventured
    until a gap
    no turning back
    I leapt and found an isle
    with twisted trees
    and shallow shoals
    and a backward-flowing stream
    Then the shore
    but just before
    the emerald river gleamed
    So deep and strong
    I followed along
    over slanted boulders
    past sourceless pond
    till a creek drove me inland
    only to find
    I had been ashore the whole time:
    my abandon, my salvation

    Potomac Ambulation

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    19 Oct 2024
    dragonfly book
  • My love might seem a dot,
    a jot to stop and end on
    Up close you’ll note a dote,
    a boat to float a dream on

    Iota, No

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    18 Oct 2024
    heart book
  • You tantalized me with
    the tickles of your tendrils
    I delighted in watching you
    traverse my entire surface
    It was a bit rude
    and there was some pain
    when you took the first bite,
    my complexion blemished
    Now, you are simply inside me
    I blink as you consume my very insides
    I feel faint and you turn me mushy
    It hurts and I feel like I’m losing myself
    a little bit at a time
    At times, I wish you would stop
    gnawing away at me
    I accept, with my heterozygosity,
    that my children would be bound
    to have crabby dispositions
    As I wonder if anything will be left of me,
    a secret thrill quivers at my core:
    I envision your searching mandibles
    encircling the tip of my seed,
    devouring me completely

    Love Bites!

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    17 Oct 2024
    heart book
  • Each day she comes for makeup,
    her beauty like a river,
    different from the day before.
    I make as to enhance it,
    but only find it ravishing.
    I'm so ashamed. I fear
    one day they will call me out.
    Each day I tremble before a beauty
    I cannot touch.

    The Empress’s Stylist

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    14 Oct 2024
    dragonfly book
  • I thank your universe
    I speak it to your lips
    I kiss it to your ear

    Enunciation

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    29 Sep 2024
    heart book
  • On Buddha’s belly
    bumble bees buzz
    fuzz tickles
    sweet stings
    lips drip kiss
    full of honey

    Love Nap

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    29 Sep 2024
    heart book
  • For something to be just right,
    it has to start out just wrong
    or just a shame it doesn’t just exist.
    Then, you just have to do something about it.
    Once you’ve done it
    — unless it’s just a shame to stop there —
    it’s just right.

    Just Right

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    18 Sep 2024
    dragonfly book
  • The sun was high in the sky,
    the grass green.
    Though I had had some petty
    rough patches in my life,
    I was still untried.
    “Put me in, God.”
    “Oh, my child, so stubborn,”
    He mercifully furrowed his brow,
    gazing at me lovingly.
    “I am your child.
    It is my destiny
    to take upon the suffering
    of the world to save it.”
    We looked over the infinite
    lake of suffering.
    He took a bottomless cup
    and made as if to scoop it
    to its dregs.
    With a deft slight of hand,
    He skimmed off a thimbleful;
    with the tip of a needle,
    He pricked the tiniest bead
    and dropped it into a fizzy drink.
    In tenderhearted concern,
    He reluctantly gave it to me.
    I joyfully drank it up.

    My tongue swole black-purple.
    My innards churned.
    I snowed flakes of flesh —
    my skin began to disintegrate.
    My blood ran and ran and ran
    till I could not think straight.
    The hairs on my head turned ashen;
    God counted each one
    as they fell off randomly.
    I knew helplessness.
    I knew hell.

    As innocent as a lamb, I bleated,
    “Why have You forsaken me.”

    The Problem of Evil

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    9 Aug 2024
    dragonfly book
  • Sometimes
    the instant cure
    takes time

    Instant Karma

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    24 Jun 2024
    dragonfly book
  • With a wistful gaze
    you wondered aloud about
    how we are living out our movies,
    wearing our masks,
    following our scripts.
    Wondered what your mother and father
    and the rest of your team of angels
    might be thinking of you,
    your hair spiritedly disheveled —
    a wild iris accented with streaks of gray —
    I thrilled to take in your face,
    suddenly realizing the splotches
    on your cheeks weren’t bad makeup
    but simply your ruddy flesh.
    I got lost in your pouty baby lips
    whose pink smudged past your cupid's bow
    — not lipstick, mind you — just a natural blending.
    I feasted on your two too cute buckteeth.
    Your outer incisors curved to match the
    bend of your bottom lip.
    I drank in your large eyes
    as they peered off into the distance,
    perhaps resting upon some spiritual plane,
    and such assured, adept creases caressed them.
    You transformed into some cherubic Hispanic
    version of Marilyn Monroe-cum-Isabella Rossellini.

    I, who had witnessed my body
    dissolve into blisters over the years
    and fought tooth and nail for a few more
    in the vain hope of getting it back
    to finally be able to sit at a table with you
    over a cup of coffee
    and share a slice of cake.

    Face Off

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    11 May 2024
    heart book
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